Lucky year? I’ll make it one.

Inspired by Jae Steele’s post on her blog Domestic affairs, I decided to think about my first week of this new year, 2012. 

2011 was a fucker. I spent the year working HARD on changing things in my life and myself. Things that have been wrong for a while. And it worked. It has been hard like I said, but oh so worth it. For this 2011, was a fucker.

The first day on 2012, I spent it with a woman I love. Someone that came into my life in 2011 at a time where I was peaceful, welcoming. This very day was great, I felt I was at the right place. In the week, things have changed, and now I am back in my beloved Nova Scotia, head up high, heart slightly broken.

Seeing everyone I love in this old city that is Quebec, made the beginning on 2012 easy. Coming back to work in an uncertain situation here is stressful but my head and heart are with me, helping. And the weather is so much better here too!(it seriously helps)

On January 8th, 2012, I am going for a bike ride. I can honestly say I never did that before. New year, new adventures.

I decided to allow myself to not always have definite plans of everything I want in my future. I let myself ride the ride, baby! This is a first for me and it feels fucking good. For once, I trust something else than me. The worst shit that could happen? I don’t think about this anymore. I think about the best shit that could happen. There is too many things I want to do, experience, see, to settle on one goal now.

I feel great. Bring it on, 2012!